Life is so crazy!!!

Life has been so crazy lately. There is so much to update on so I'll just do it all in this blog.

For over a year, I have been having weight gaining problems. I would work out and not lose a pound. Actually, I gained a lot when I did. I went to doctors and tried to tell them that there was something wrong with me. Most of them would tell me that I just need to get active more and said that I was too young for anything to be wrong. So after moving to Pocatello, finally after working out for over two months with a classmate and gaining about 20 lbs, I went to the student health center to get help. Well, I have finally found out what was going on with my body. Last month, I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) and Insulin Resistance. When I heard this, I was so thankful that I found out about it. If I had not, well, there would of been a lot more trouble for Logan and me. My doctor told me that it was a good thing that we found out now. She said if I had waited for about 6 months to a year, I would of been diabetic and probably won't been able to have kids. I've been on metaformin for a little over a month now and I have lost 10 lbs! It's soooo exciting! I'm really happy that I decide to go to the health center for help. I really do love the doctors there. I don't know how to thank them but I want to from the the bottom of my heart.

Because of my medicine, I've been having a hard time with keeping up on school. My body is not used to having medicine everyday, so I've been getting really sick and been missing days of school and work. But as the days go by my body doesn't freak out so much anymore. It usually does it when I up the dose. The doctor doesn't know fore sure when I'll be getting off of it, but each time I go in she says that I've been doing great and that I still have a ways to go. It's hard sometimes to keep up on my medicine daily and keeping out of the sweets.

I have been having a lot of trouble with one of my professors right now. He's so closed-minded. I do not learn that well from teachers like that. He thinks that he knows everything and that everything he does is right. I have so many things that I want to tell him but I think he will only learn from someone over him. Everyday, he tells me to do something with my specials and it always seems to ruin them. I've already told him off once this semester about it. I have one more week with to deal with him than I'll be back in the bake shop with Chef Karen. It will be easier. Although, we have two mysterious demos. There is so many ways he could take points off because of them. To tell you the truth, I'm actually thinking about transferring colleges so I won't have to deal with it...I have not really learned anything this semester. So many are dropping out of the program because of him...most are transferring to a different school but there are some that are actually planning on never going back to it again. It's a good thing that I only have three more semesters. I don't know what I would do if I had more than that. One of my friends from the program has been talking to me about just staying and deal with the problems because I don't have that long to go. There is a part of me telling me to do that.So I think I will. It's going to be hard and tough but I have friends, family and Logan to help me out with my schooling. As for Logan, he has three more semesters too. Only he will get done at the end of Fall of 2011.

Life for Logan and I is going well. We have so many things going on right now. Logan works and goes to school most of the time. I'm still working a little and practically living at the school. We have now known each each other for 2 years. It's so weird to think that we have been together for a year and a half and it's only been that long since we had met. Also, we are very excited for Natalie to come in May. Nathan, Katlin and the family is so antsy and can't wait. In a way it's kind of weird for me to have another niece and also Katlin having a kid before me. Hahaha....Life is so fulled with gifts in so many ways. I can't wait to have my first bundle of joy to come. Logan can't wait either. It's funny. Every few weeks, he changes his mind on what he wants. Right now he wants a boy first. To me, I would love to have a boy first. I had always wanted an older brother to look up to. Also I've recently gotten really depress about having kids. I was afraid that I wouldn't get the enjoyment of motherhood. But after reading my blessing a few times, it helped out a lot. I'm so happy that I have blessings like this. I do not know what I would of done if I could not be able to give Logan a kid.
Also, we have plans to move back to Idaho Falls. We will be moving back in Spring '12. I can't wait!! We miss both of our families. We have such a hard time see them every week because most weekends we use them to catch up on many things that needs to be catch up on the things we need to do get done. We was thinking of getting a small house and waiting for Logan to get his PE test done and passed before we get a bigger house built.

Birthday that have been since December are: Oma's, my, Brooklin's, Barbara's, Nathan's, and Char's.  Birthdays for this month are Amanda's and my Mom's.