May Weight Goals

Last month I weighed 181 lbs at the beginning and at the beginning of this month I weighed 184 lbs. I've also lost a lot of inches around my belly and I keep getting ask how much weight have I lost but in reality I've gain some. It kind of like a bitter-sweet feeling to me. To tell you the truth, I'm still kind of depress about not being able to lose the weight like I have but than I've been think about when I lost all the weight in the last year of high school. I had started to lose the weight by losing the inches first and than the weight just keep on dropping off. I'm really hoping that's what happening. I know the weight that I've gain is also muscles....but why must you gain weight in order to lose it??? Wait...I know the reason but it's just a pain in my butt. I've also notice that I've been having a hard time eating right just because we are so busy that most weeks we don't get to the store for fresh food. I guess we will see what next month holds for me. ^-^