My Horrible Day

I wonder if anyone knew why today was so hard for me? It was my due date. I was fine up until this week and than some events happen and than today...all I really did was cried. I felt horrible. Here I was, childless and broken down. There was only a few people who remember and help me threw out the day. By the end of the day, I was humbled and calmed. For some reason, I felt like I need this to finish the closure. I keep feeling like something was telling me "You made it through the hard part. Now just keep going on". So...I was keep going on. I will one day have my children whenever the Lord was to bless us with them.