An Emotional Break Down

Today at 11 o'clock Mom, Brooke, Logan and I left my little brother Cale to the Marines office so he could get transfer to San Diego for Boot Camp.

One of his Senior pictures.

  

Right now, I'm in tears. He has been through so much and as come this far. I'm always going to be worrying about him for the next 3 months. That's how long we have to wait before he comes home for his birthday. There may be a chance that he won't be sent off to Boot camp tomorrow...but most likely will since someone has already dropped out. I know...I'm such a positive thinker right now. I miss him so much even thorough we just dropped him off about an hour ago. His graduation for Boot Camp is going to be on September 9th if he leaves tomorrow. I promised him that I would go to his graduation at all cost. I would even drive the whole way by myself. However...in October, he leaves us again for 4 years. Not only will he miss birthdays (Brooke and Logan's), he will also miss Korey's homecoming. I'm so scared. I'm so worried about him getting hurt while serving...I just can't shake off the feeling. I'll be praying for him everyday and night until he comes home safely.