As most people know, I have a small hope to have myself a family with mine own children. With my recent discover of what is really going on with my body, my hope has grown but I've started to become really tired. I'm getting really close to my limit. Here I am, working until the point that I am so tired that I don't really spend time with Logan a lot or get my own things done. Through these 2 years, I fought to become healthier, in hopes to have a family and ended up discover that there is a small chance that I am not able to have children. This was a little over half a year ago, and here I am still fighting after discovering that I can actually still have a family. A lot of the doctors that I have visit keep telling me that I may just have to adopt to have a family, along with some family members. When I was told this I almost ended up in tears. Ever since I was little, I always felt that I would be blessed with my own children in the future. Don't take me wrong, I would adopt if I couldn't have children, it's just I want the feeling that I will have my and Logan's own blood in someone we will love. Recently I have been given so much hope. I've felt so blessed to know that I can actually have my own family. I plan on fighting until I can not fight anymore. And most of all I want to show my thanks to all the people who have been there for me in some sort of way, especially my and Logan's family, friends and my recent doctor, Dr. Laramie Wheeler.
And I hope that this small hope becomes a reality soon. Logan and I are awaiting the day that we will be blessed with our first child and we are hoping that he/she will come soon.
It was wonderful to visit with you last night. In just our short time with you I could sense your great strength and faith. You are in my prayers.
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