My Emotional Up That Is Also Down

WARNING....THIS POST HAS PERSONAL FACTS ABOUT ME. So if you don't wish to read it's ok.

So...for more than 3 weeks I've been very confused in many different ways mainly about my body and my emotions. It's my 7th month in my treatment plan for my PCOS, Insulin Resistance, and Hypothyroidism and there are many changes going on with me. Some days I don't even know if I truly know myself anymore...it's really weird. I have a lot hard time control my feels about what's been going on and being sick. Don't worry...I still have a positive out look on it still.

I'm starting to see the changes that my body has made and some are great...but others are not. Less hair, more active, more energy, happier and etc. are great to finally have control of. The one thing that I HATE at the moment about this whole thing about been sick is that some of the signs of getting better is also tells you if you are PREGNANT! Like right now, it's the fact that my chest have not only gotten smaller but they are fullier and my nipples HURT!!! I have done a lot research about it...and most lead to that it means that I am pregnant...well, I'm not. I've check 3 times in the last month. It's so annoying! I can't even exercise normally without my chest hurting by moving around. I don't even know when it's going to stop hurting so much!

I've talked to my Doctor and she said that it's just a way that my body is let us know if the testosterone is becoming less dominated and the estrogen is start to come back up to a normal level. So in other words, I'm still going through puberty or going through it again!! Although I can't really complain because my doctor is really happy with the results that have just start happening because she knows for a fact now that my body is getting back to normal and I'll have control of my health. But I think I have the right to be mad at my body for giving me false hope again! Grrrrrrrrrrr!